Finally!

I get tired easily lately. No room for deep thoughts and quality work. Too much procrastination. I wonder if I'm lazy or trying to perfect work. Too much things to think about and I'm not encouraged to get all of them done. Maybe it's because I'm a little disturbed lately.

Disappearance!

I had to leave from work at 10.30am today. Old granny had to see us. My students would be wondering (and feeling happy too) about my disappearance. But I know I would not be. I would not be wondering why Old granny had to go and I would not be happy. However, that will not change anything about my daily routine: work, eat, sleep, watch T.V. That will change me, change me in the way I value the presence of those still around me. I may not be spending more time with my loved ones but, the every little time we spend, I'll make them like my last.

What living should be all about?

I visited an old granny last night and I walked away with a heavy heart. I have always thought it would be easy to accept the demise of our loved ones especially those who have grown to a ripe old age. I was wrong. She lay in bed seeking for warmth from her loved ones with her palms, open thoughout the night. I missed her voice. An aunt told her daughter to whisper in granny's ear and tell her how much she is loved. She teared but nothing was heard. I teared. Tears came when aunt whispered in granny's ears, "Mother, we love you. A mother's love is the greatest love of all." I thought of my mum and wondered when I would tell her that. Would I have to wait for a moment? A moment that could be our last? Have you told a loved one lately?

THE WORK TO BE DONE!

I wanted to add in interactive elements in this blog like chat and music. But I am overwhelmed with other commitments. Nevertheless, I'm going work on this! Never had been torn between work or leisure and it's my first now. And, you are the first to know of this too. (NOT my boss)

Silly me DID it!

No one would believe that the simple task on pasting the code for the blog skin took me 1 night! And that's with the free technical support rendered by a nice pal! Thanks Augustus!